It's not like you to ever give a fuck about me but I just wanted to let you know that at this point in my life I really feel like giving up.

I don't want to think about you anymore and how much everyone doesn't like me, because at this point I find my only friends to be Georges and Michael and Alec, but they don't even know about how I feel.

And I'm not quite sure how to deal with this emotional pain but I just hurt so unbelievably bad and you don't care.

If you knew how I felt, you'd say "I'm glad you feel that way, I'm glad that you're willing to die. You are so weak and not worth anyone's time. You're just a liar and attention snob."

Well I don't think any of that is true about me, but I do feel like I'm not worth anyone's time.

I don't know why anyone would ever want to be friends with me, or care for me, I'm jsut a depressed teenager with no life experience and look at how ignorant I'm being; giving up at this age?

What a foolish thought.

But at this point, I don't see what the point is of me living anymore.